The bright sun is not just bad for my skin - it's also bad for my self-esteem

I spend an insane amount of time taking care of my skin. It's almost a religion. I do it so religiously. I cleanse, double cleanse, tone, serum, and moisturise and then more. Like I drop hundreds of dollar on this thing you know.

While I've got my breakouts and acne under control now, I still cannot control my pores. They are massive. And it doesn't help that it's getting hotter now and my pores are so visible. Way too visible. Especially when the sun is shining directly on them.

Oh man I hate it. It's killing me. It's like the sun is shining a spotlight on all of the imperfections I thought I don't have. It doesn't help that I usually notice them when I'm with people or I'm almost out with people. Then I feel like crawling underneath the blanket and just cancel life.



I'm figuring it out. I'm on my way. It's gonna be hard but I'm gonna need a lot of support from the beauty community but I know I'll figure it out. If any of you know any way of actually shrinking them, please PLEASE leave a comment. It'll save my life. I'll be forever grateful.


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